Thursday, October 11, 2007

Im sorry

My stomach is totally knots,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I want to leave town
I want to run away
I want to crawl into a hole
I want to vomit
I want to cry
I want to ignore
I want to disappear

I don't want to deal that's for sure!
I'm so uncomfortable
I don't want to vent
I'm tired of putting my shit off on other people
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I'm physically feeling the effects of stress on my body, and I don't know what to do!!

9 comments:

Soledad said...

Me too with the pizza...lemme know how it goes:)

xoxoxoxox

SOle

æ said...

oh but we are HERE to help and to hear.

really.

love,
ae

Sarah said...

I love you sweet sista. Whatever it is you need to talk about, I'm here. I'm here for you and that will never change.

xoxo
Sarah

Anonymous said...

left you an email honey

http://youtube.com/watch?v=gbTkS9at4LM

jo said...

LISTEN TO THE MEDITATION CD, TAKE A NICE LONG BUBBLE BATH .

quintarantino said...

Relaxation bath, that maybe ok.
But no relaxation music. Laur, with me something speedy... Metallica or Ramones, maybe?

sarah said...

Hi Lauren,
Thinking of you and sending sunshine on a nasty rainy day...

Hoping you can find sometime to pamper yourself today, sweetheart. You deserve peace, and calm, and love. You really do.

love,
lulu

Beth said...

Relax, just let the bad feelings pass. Scream or run if you have to. Watch a movie, get a manicure, eat a snack. Write it down. Just don't turn to bulimia, please!

PTC said...

Hey Lauren,

Been away from the blogs for a bit. Hope you're doing okay.