I cannot stand the pain of making the decision to end something with a man I care about.......................HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURTS!!!
I don't want to purge in the vomit sense but I want to purge in tears and in feelings and I have no idea how to do it! I spent all day Sat and Sunday other than Church and a beer at the local dump bar with some random 55years old spilling my sad pathetic life, I missed a phone call I was supposed to make, pathetic I am just am having issues with putting my feelings off on someone who I care about!
Thought from M over the weekend..................,,,,,,, I don't want to hurt your feelings H but I don't think you have any confidence in yourself!!!! FUCK YOU M!
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Hey hon,
What is going on? Anything we can do?
Hugs,
DG
thank you dg sooooo sad thats all!!!
Hey Lauren,
I am here for you. You are not pathetic....we all feel low sometimes there is nothing wrong with reaching out, even if it is to a stanger (so long as you are safe of course).
I think it is so great that you said "I don't want to purge in the vomit sense but I want to purge in tears and in feelings". I think this shows recovery. I think it is postive:)
Hang in there. I am here for you just as you are always here for me:)
xoxo
Sole
As hard as it may be, you need to do what is best for YOU. And that is difficult for you to do...heck, it's difficult for all of us here to do.
But...that doesn't mean you shouldn't do it. If it was easy, it wouldn't be a learning opportunity, would it?
I believe in you. You can and will do what is best for you, as hard as it may be.
I'm here for you, sweetie. You said you wanted to chat with me about this, do take me up on my offer to do so.
*Hugs and Loves*
As hard as it may be, you need to do what is best for YOU. And that is difficult for you to do...heck, it's difficult for all of us here to do.
But...that doesn't mean you shouldn't do it. If it was easy, it wouldn't be a learning opportunity, would it?
I believe in you. You can and will do what is best for you, as hard as it may be.
I'm here for you, sweetie. You said you wanted to chat with me about this, do take me up on my offer to do so.
*Hugs and Loves*
oh honey, I'm not 100% sure what's going on but it's so clear that you are hurting. I'm sending so much love to you my sweet sister.
xoxo
Sarah
Lauren, maybe you have to cut this off before it gets worse. Do you really think M is the best person for you right now. It certainly doesn't sound like he's helping your self esteem. It all sounds so confusing, no wonder you are so emotional and torn over it! Can you make your life more simple? Will you be okay on your own? Maybe M needs to change a little bit.
Thank you so muchfor your support. I really appreciate what you said!
Jeez, I've been gone so long, I haven't been there for you. Are you ok? Don't forget you can email me.
Love
Frida
No ff................Im so tired of crying!
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