This is such a huge accomplishment for me, even if it did take me over a year to get here, I so hoped and wished that I would be in a different place in my life right now but basically I'm almost in the same........
I'm hurting right now and I'm angry and all I want to do is run away so that the pain will not be here upon my return.
I read all of your blogs daily yet right when I go to leave a comment I cannot pull up the strength to do it, my mind goes completely blank and I feel like I am full of shit no matter what I say...I'm sorry. I will come around sooner than later I hope.
Is it possible to feel physical pain from mental pain??? Or is it really all in my head?
The tears are so heavy right now UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I can't live like this!
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I got your S.O.S.
Strength is on its way. Look for it. You might smell it first (yes, that's the thing about strength. It smells like B.O.).
Lauren, you can do this. Coming here and saying "I have nothing to say" and "I feel like quitting" = NOT QUITTING.
That's right, even talking about how much you want to quit and how hard this is, that's doing the work.
You are really hanging in there. And we like to have you here. I do. A lot.
love,
ae
oh honey. I love you. I'm sending some strength, too. express.
Physical pain can absolutely come from emotional pain. I lived with back pain my whole life and am just now realizing that a vast majority of the pain came from me emotionally blocking things.
We know you look in on us H. And I don't think any of us take it personally when or if you don't post on our pages. I think above all we want you to take care of you, get what you need, and allow us to support you in your journey.
You're in my heart (:-*
Hey Chica,
It's ok!! I am here for you and not posting right now is ok. We will still visit and I know you are visiting us! Let me know what i can do.
xoxox
Sole
lauren...Oh baby, I do understand. I've thought of you often. You just recently gathered me to you. I won't go and leave you now. I'll be here if ever you have need of me.
You do what you need to do to get well. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
I want to hold you and tell you everything will be all right...please have courage and believe in yourself...I do.
later baby.
We are all here for you. You can fight this. I know you can.
Love you lots,
Frida
It's okay, Lauren. Yes, I do believe mental pain can cause physical pain, but I don't know for sure.
Feel better...
I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. We need to get together, and soon. I'll ring you today so we can figure out when and where.
*huge hugs*
Yes sweetie, it is possible to feel physical pain from emotional hurts.
I know what you mean. I look back and sometimes can't believe I'm not in a better place by now.
It's OK. You are OK. You have so much to offer and live for. Please call me if you are feeling like this again--please! I don't care if it is late here.
God, please lift Lauren's sweet spirit today and let her feel the power and peace that comes only from you. You are more powerful than this devil that has us in its grip. You are, and we pray for your comfort and guidance right now. Amen.
hey lauren...i hate that i miss so much when i don't keep up on the blogs. i've been withdrawing, too - this life is terribly exhausting.
and i can relate oh so well to that feeling of crap-this-is-a-year-later-and-i-didn't-think-this-is-where-i'd-be...
i still have to read some more recent posts of yours, so perhaps you're moving out of this headspace...i hope you're feeling better today. xo
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