Friday, March 21, 2008

I know its dark SORRY!



SO hoping this pic will show up even if only a little bit!
Feeling kinda sad today, tomorrow will be 6 months since I lost my amazing Nana, and for some reason 6 months really seems like a huge thing,, may have a bit to do with all else however I just wanted to see her face, I have been looking at pics of her all morning and this is the only one I have on line with all three of us.

I miss and love you my sweet nana and Happy Easter wishing I could see and touch your beautiful face!!!!!! I miss your gentle kisses!

Treasure your family this weekend.

5 comments:

Spiky Zora Jones said...

oh honey...that so reminds me of my grandmother. She was short but she was the queen of the entire clan. I miss her too.

i get sad too but I also get a smile and my heart lifts with te thought of her. Aren't the memories of them wonderful. I giggle at how she would greet me...she would say...come here chula. she would then pinch my cheeks. I loved that lady...like you loved your nana.

Sweetie, I just now read the post before...I am so proud of you honey. You are worth so much more and you know what...he doesn't deserve you. You are a diamond sweetie.

I think you are on the road to being where you want to be...again be strong and have courage to face all that you confront ahead. You are stronger than you know. I belive in you honey.

Have a fabulous Easter Holiday sweetie...hugs and kisses for you baby. xoxoxoxoxoxo. :D

PTC said...

Happy Easter to you my dear!

Jade said...

First holidays without someone is always very hard. Hold C man a little extra throughout the weekend for some added comfort. ;-) Hope you guys have a great Easter.

sarah said...

hi lauren,
you know..it's been over a year now since I lost my dad and it still hurts really badly some days. six months is a really short time in terms of grief, so let yourself feel sad and also at the same time feel happy in that you know you got such a great love from your nana for so much of your life. and even though you don't have more actual pictures of the three of you together, you've got plenty of them in your heart, so close your eyes and breathe them deep, sweets.

love love love and sunshine,
lulu

being the change said...

oh, L! i spent the weekend with my grandma for the first time in three years, and reading this post made me tear up at the thought of how frail and old she looked...

i don't know why i'm ever surprised by it, but somehow we're never quite prepared for what happens when people are really, really gone...it throws everything back into perspective...

i'm sure that if she can hear your words, she's listening. it sounds like you had a special bond.