Spiky my love!!!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR just had to start off with that!

Thank you so much baby for putting what you did on your blog!!!
I love all of the support that I am getting thank you so much for that and thank all of you who have come to visit you have no idea what it means to me to have love in my life!!!!!!!

I dont have time for anything else right now but all is moving along not so smoothly but its moving and I have 21 days!!!! ahhhhhhhh are you kidding me?

I love you all and Jade baby kisses and hugs and keep your head up I'm sure by the time you read this you will be home from your crazy weekend!!!!
Sweet spiky you melt me honey!! I was talking about you the other day and someone told me I was blushing when I was saying your name!!! How is that possible!!! I love you dearly my sweet
Kisses and touches to you!!! xoxoxoxo

Recovery and Reality!

Wow guys so sorry it has been such a long time since I have posted but more than I can ever begin to imagine has happened, really to much to go into and still trying to believe myself what has happened..
So we will go with a really short version which starts out with me arriving and ending up in an AA meeting about 4 weeks ago....
My life was seriously going out of control and it was happening all to fast!
I am happy to say that I have 18 days of sobriety today.... may not sound like a whole hell of alot but to me it is,, I fight the urges to drink and pop pills every minute of everyday but I am going to beat this,,,, I have no fucking doubt!
I am currently live in a Sober Living house which is going really good, I have one house mate who is a male which is a bit disappointing but hey we cant always get what we want can we!!!! wink wink
Anyways I'm hitting at least 2 to 3 AA meeting daily and taking substance abuse classes Monday thru Thursday!!!
I get to see Chance whenever I feel strong enough to do so in fact he will be spending the whole day with me tomorrow!
I can't wait!!!!!
I have made some very sweet friends in AA and have also found an amazing crush however as it goes for me and my luck she is in a relationship,,,, go figure!! heehee I'm behaving Jade I promise!!!! muah muah muah!! I want to see you soon poopie!
Thank you Lulu for posting what you did and I'm sorry I could not do it myself but I just could not face it!!
I love you all and think of you daily!!!!!!
Kisses Toni!!!!

You all make me so happy I love all of you

fuck it im open for all to read now

Here's to you Spiky!!!! You my sweet make me purrrrrrrrrrr!

Libra (9/23-10/22)
Your mantra for today should be 'Keep it Simple'! If you are faced with too many details to contend with, you might get too overwhelmed, which could set you down a very grumpy path for the rest of this fun-filled day. So try hard to resist the urge to overcomplicate things or to make them exactly how you want them to be. Today, good enough is good enough. This is a good day to learn the lesson about letting go and just accepting how things end up.

Below is a wonderful poem Audrey Hepburn wrote when asked to share her "beauty tips." It was read at her funeral years later. For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.